Its Me Again! Deborah Marie - Peaching Around
Hello Everyone! I am alive.
On the May 19th just do not know if I would be.
I have been blessed with a TBI and times it is hard to know "how sick I am"
I have also been blessed with a Hemiplegic Migraine that is very interesting trip!!!
There times when I go to bed at night and I really do not know if I am going to wake up.
There are other ills due to living out of the country and not being able to get a specialist even though tax dollars were paid.
We are lucky here that there is help if you really look for it. Yes, help if you really look for it.\
it is hard to look; it is frustrating to look but do it. Ask questions to other people to get help?
Well, I am here looking at some old pieces I made. They are really good looking if you take the time to see the uniqueness in them.
I am going thru a creative phase and it is not jewelry or pewter but landscape. I have had myself consumed with my yard and house plants. There are a few errors but time will tell. I know the birds like them and the bees. Got to help those bees.
I want to get back to my jewelry and my metal work.. I have also been tired; it is a tired I have never felt before... Yes, with a TBI you get tired. I do not know anyone that does not expect a totally recovered TBI. (there is a such thing.. they are able to go back to work and able to do school or do a lot of other things) I can only do art and create stuff; sometimes I am so proud but a lot of days lately I am down about it. I am missed so much.
I have missed sailing; I have missed just jumping in my car and say "I am going to visit this person and that one"
Instead I have to rely on Facebook and it can be a drag. Lots of people that I like do not communicate anymore. Just tired of being the one to say "remember me?""""
Also, I have had so many misspelled words on FB. Geez, you would think I am losing it but it is not that I review it but then a few woods are always messed up. I am on their list to kick off from a few of my past political views No free speech.
Then as years have gone on, bam, I have lost a love one or a friend or a friends spouse this past year ... I know they are in heaven and I am optimist concerning the life of the ones left behind. It makes me wonder; will I be missed. I do not think so; I am just one that will be on the LHS list or Hapeville list. I realize how much children mean to your life and grandchildren and spouse.
My early life was so hard I just could not bring a child into the world with all that pain. By the time I could I still was not married and decided "Old Maid" I will be.
Now don't get me wrong. I have probably had more fun than most people with all the places I have lived and visited.
Back to TBI, God has me here for a reason so maybe someone will tell me. Is it inspiration? Is it kindness and support? Is it the Love of Jesus Christ? Is God saying "Hey, there are a few more people I want in your life before its time."
Look up my Instagram or Pinterest or FB for Gemassist.. Google me and see that I love you more than you think. Also, remember I can not fix you; I have to keep on steppin' and truckin' each day I live.
Invite me sometime so I can see you.. Hug YOU and say "What a wonderful life and how beautiful you are in our older years!"
All the Best from "Peaching Around", Deborah Marie
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