It is not as easy as I thought

Hello,
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I thought blogging would be so easy. All you have to do is write. Ok! That is difficult for me.
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There are some days my brain is very clear and I can write about what has been happening, but really and truly.

This is very hard for me.

​I will tell you a short story about a brain injury event.
As I mentioned on my website it is hard to educate your friends and family about Brain Injury.
I will write the best I can about it today.

Every now and then and maybe it happens 2 times a week. I find that someone close to me implies that I do not understand them. IT IS SO FRUSTRATING! Just because I think about things different; it definitely does not mean I do not understand. My IQ is still there which is different from brain function.

So it creates havoc in my brain, trying to figure out why a friend or spouse or family or anyone would think that I am very (what is the word) challenged. I have times that there is pain in my brain but that does not mean that I can not talk or do something with you. It means that I will need to nap or rest sometime during that period of the day.

This is a day of brain challenge, therefore my writing will not be like I would like but the best because it is hard today to multitask. (writing and thinking).

So I am talking to someone and telling them "How loving my distant relatives are". They do not get to see me everyday or talk to me as normal. I try to catch them up on year or two worth of events or words. Well, here it goes "Well, if they lived near you everyday then they would not be loveable like that".

WOW! Can't I be loved? Am I that impossible to talk to?
CRASH! My emotions die with sadness and wonder who is truly my love one or friend. I know other Brain patients that have this problem, but it takes a patience from a special person in life to help me realize I am worth every minute of the day as anyone else.   Well, all for now! Deborah Marie - Peaching Around